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Nor can I explain..
Why
Lover in the Darkness
Do you want to live forever?
My Hearts blood
Lonesome
Changes in the full moon's pull.
Will she fall for lust and be the fool.
Paths to circles, and stuck in a maze
Roads to nowhere, and thick with haze
Will her dreams become reality in the night?
Will she find her way and be all right?
A man appears to her, and her heart fills with fear
He summons her to come closer, to come near
She turns around quickly, and flees
Not knowing what she leaves
Caught in a labyrinth, without a breeze
Running endlessly, catching her sleeves
Roses so beautiful, but the thorns do cling
They bite her face, and she feels their sting
Changes in the full moon's pull.
Will she fall for lust and be the fool.
Zenn© April 7, 1999
Wearing a Mask
Sadness fills my heart today
Shall I ignore it or runaway?
The ache in my heart is not for me
It's for a few friends that are like me
We live as humans aching to be kept
But do we have to watch our every step?
Inside our emotions stir from deep within
I wonder when it started and where it begins
I search my heart, my soul deep inside me
I ask the questions, over and over you see
Yet there are no true answers to the questions I ask
I see beautiful people in turmoil and wearing a mask
I wish I could help them with this task
I wish I could free them of wearing a mask
For I wish I could share all the feelings in my heart
And take away the pain of another's broken heart
Zenn© 1999
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In the light of the day, I look around me, and I feel covered in a shroud
of darkness.
I mourn the the loss of so many lives, I mourn the loss of our values in
society, the loss of innocent days and child hood dreams.
I shed tears for our world in a whole, and wonder why violence surrounds us
each day.
I look up at the heavens and I ask the all mighty, where is the love and
peace gone?
I hear only one word whispered to me, "hope."
I hope we can change, I hope we learn, I hope for peace and I hope for love
to return to us.
Above all I hope our children find the innocence they have lost in this
world we live in today.
Zenn© 1999
Nor can I truly
explain this rhyme
Of ghost and fears.
Of sadness and tears
Hard to express in the light of day .
Wonder why these feeling do stay
When I was small I feared the night.
Wondering to myself, were these things right?
Time goes by, the fears and ghost still appear.
Can I forgive someone so close to me so dear?
You can not go back in time.
Nor can I truly explain this rhyme
Nor can you change the past .
Shall I forgive him? I ask
Who took away childhood dreams
And battered my self-esteem
Stole a part of me, that is lost forever.
Is there just one thing I can treasure?
A bit of luck, of love and fate.
I met a man, and started to date
He holds me, safe, sound and tight.
Whispers to me, I am all right
He tells me I am his treasure.
Our love will last forever
Zenn© May 14, 1999
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Why?
I sit alone in the cold damp darkness of the night Demons dancing in my head and my heart
is impaled with a wounded so deep inside I am asking myself will I ever see the light?
Memories of you fill my mind, tears stream down my face, telling myself how I tried I pull
my coat around me tighter now, and I ask myself how can this world be right? How could you
do this to me? You promise you would never leave my side! Looking up to the Heavens, I
scream and break the silence of the night Why did you do it and hurt me so? Why did you
leave my side? - by Zenn - 1998 ©
Lover in the
Darkness
Laying in bed, my body covered in sweat, and my mind is dizzy with lust for you. I feel
you, I crave you, I want you, can you hear me? You overwhelm my senses and I feel your
power. Your body lays over me now, I wrap my legs high and tightly around your waist, not
wishing to let you go. Oh "yes" I cry out to you, I am begging you, please give me
what I yearn for and feed my desire. I feel your hands on my face, gently caressing me
now, I hear you whisper to me, "Hush and be still," and I obey. "Soon I
will give you all that you desire and even more." I smile at him, looking deep into
his glowing light blue eyes, I feel a sharp stab in my neck and sheer Ecstasy, then I
plunge into darkness and into a deep sleep. I wake the next morning and feeling sore on my
neck. I get up and walk over to the mirror and I see on my neck a small bit of blood with
two small marks. Then a quick flash in my mind of you kissing me in the darkness of the
night. - by Zenn - 1998 ©
Do you
want to live forever?
He stands behind me, I feel his body pressed up against mine, feeling his breath on my
neck. I hear his voice whisper in my ear. "Do you want to live for forever, my love?
I turn around to face him, I look him in the eyes, oh his eyes, so brilliantly blue, I
answer, "Yes". He tells me, "Never will your life be the same, you will
live in the darkness of the night, you will love me forever, I will be your Master, you
will be my slave, this shall be the your fate. He asked me again, "Do you still wish
to live forever? I answer him, looking into his eyes;" Yes."
His arms holding me, strong, but gently, I feel his lips gently kissing my neck, oh god, I
feel the chills running down my spine, I throw my head back to let him enjoy more of my
skin, my neck, my breasts, giving my body to him. His kisses gently moving down my body,
oh I want him. He moves back up to my neck, his tongue dancing on my skin, I feel the
coolness of his breath, he whispers in my ear, "forever love." I feel the sharp
sting of his teeth, ripping into my flesh, my body aching in pain, I feel my blood
trickling down my throat, down my breast.
I struggle to be released from his grip, but I can not. I hear him speaking in my mind
"do not be scared my love, remember you will live forever, fear not death. " The
room is spinning, the coldness of the nights air against my skin, I feel him, I fear him,
I love him, god I feel his heart beat. Where is mine? I "scream in
terror" , but no words come from my mouth, I am frightened, my heart beat, is growing
dimmer, slower, quieter, I open my eyes I see nothing but darkness. I feel him releasing
his teeth from my neck. I am numb, cold, limp, like a rag doll in his arms, "Oh
god" I cry in my mind, what have I done?
I have met the devil in the full moon's light, " what have I done?" , and I hear
him whisper to me, " No, not the devil, my love, not the devil, just your Master.
He pulls me close to his chest, his skin is so warm against the coolness of my body, I
feel the wetness of something on my lips, it is warm, rich, thick, I hear him say,
"drink, my love", and I sucked the fluid greedily , and I start to
"hear" the sound of my heartbeat again, growing faster, stronger, I open my
eyes; and I see I am sucking on a cut on his chest, drinking his blood, I look up at him
and he smiles at me. Enough he says for now and pushes me away from him, oh god I ache for
more, and gazing up into his eyes pleading.
"No" he says, there will be more later, be patient my little one. He cradles the
back of my head, and gently gives me a kiss, I taste "our" blood on my lips. I
look around in the Darkness, and everything is glowing, wondrous, I can feel, hear
everything around me, for I am mesmerized by my surroundings, and yet feeling so weak. He
gently lifts me to the couch, and lays me down, and he smiles at me, and he whispers,
"rest now love, for now you have eternal life, and you will be forever be mine."
- by Zenn - 1996 ©
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My Hearts Blood
I love you, three words that mean so little to so many. How can three words cover all four
corners of the heart, vast reaches of the mind, and the infinite bounds of the human soul
itself. The love that binds two people and makes them one. An unseen force that carries
beyond the physical love, to great happiness at a look, a smile and understanding. Are two
who truly love ever really apart?
I believe I loved you (or I know I carried my my love for you) from the day I was born, I
needed only to find you, for it to emerge. Why else had my friends said, I seemed so in
love talking about you. When others speak of love, when just meeting and how marriage is
so wonderful. At first we argued, cajoled, insulted and suffered more then any. Most would
have turn away from each other, like builders working, correcting the foundation of a home
to the liking and strengthen it they want before the building even starts. We are these
builders. Our love is a house that grows each day.
I do look at other women. I see you as the most beautiful in my eyes for I can see more
than how you look to the eye, for your naked beauty is shown to me, and the life and soul
of you. The struggle, pain and pleasure it took, to become who I find in my life is in
your face and to be seen only by true eyes of love; mine are those eyes. Mine is the love
that makes you whole yours is the love that keeps me together.
The physical love we share is a beauty in itself wrapped inside you, a love we share that
makes sex the best. When in love it makes it so wonderful, to smell, feel, and hold you in
your naked glory. Ourselves so exposed as to shed tears of gold that wet my face, and to
feel you shudder so under me is the deepest emotion I have ever felt.
I wish to place my hand upon your face and draw it close to mine and press our lips
together and slide my arms around you, press your body close to mine and give you a kiss
of love. A hug so tight to know the distance between us is gone and my love is in my arms
again.
Yes "I love you" seems like empty words compared to the range and depth with
which in lies my true feelings. My hearts blood is yours and it flows in all parts of my
body. My mind and thoughts are yours. My soul waits beyond this frail life to travel
forever together with you.
I love you - T.M.R. 1983 ©
Lonesome
I was alone. I didn't mind. There was always me. Then there was you. We were together. Now
I am gone. We are a part. I am alone. Now alone hurts. I never knew lonesome. Until I knew
you
T.M.R. 1983 ©
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